But wow, it isn't helping me sleep. Weird strange dreams bordering on hallucinations. My body was very cold but sweating profusely. I was obsessing and obsessing about Salinda's situation. Some things about it are just not adding up. I'm going to try to buy some time to get to the bottom of it.
I am at that stage where my mind is fairly clear in knowing exactly what needs to be done but my body is too tired to do much of it. And since I'm not sleeping it doesn't help.
However, a couple things have proven true every day that I've been sick. I have a Faithful God, an amazing husband, and wonderful friends.
And my kids are all alive and so am I. And so is my granddaughter.
And some days, that's enough.