I got told to be tougher this morning, which is unusual. Usually people are saying I’m too hard on my kids.
I realized this morning that I got completely “sucked in” last night as Cindy often blogs about. ANd I hate it when that happens. I got sucked in three or four times last night by John or Tony and it it makes me angry at myself. I’m getting better at ignoring them, but last night I got hooked in and caught. Sometimes when Bart is gone and there is lots of stress I just forget...
Today is a new day. I actually think John is relieved to be grounded because it takes away a lot of temptation and pressure.
But we’re back on the hope train again today. Therapist gave us some good ideas.
I really shouldn’t blog when I’m stressed. Just makes people think I’m nuts and probably lose respect for me. Being real isn’t always what it is cracked up to be.
I realized this morning that I got completely “sucked in” last night as Cindy often blogs about. ANd I hate it when that happens. I got sucked in three or four times last night by John or Tony and it it makes me angry at myself. I’m getting better at ignoring them, but last night I got hooked in and caught. Sometimes when Bart is gone and there is lots of stress I just forget...
Today is a new day. I actually think John is relieved to be grounded because it takes away a lot of temptation and pressure.
But we’re back on the hope train again today. Therapist gave us some good ideas.
I really shouldn’t blog when I’m stressed. Just makes people think I’m nuts and probably lose respect for me. Being real isn’t always what it is cracked up to be.
But if you/I/we don't blog when stressed, then we'll probably give everyone a false sense of calmness and expectations... or did you just suck me in?
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