Why? Because I have ALL of the information about the last 7-8 years all neatly organized, in chronological order, with the facts straight, in my brain. I know how many times we were falsely accused, manipulated, stolen from, lied to, loaned money that was never paid back, and just generally were mistreated. It's all in my head.
But when he comes up with some one liner accusation about how we owe him something that he deserves to have, I have to force myself not to respond. I spent 15 minutes this morning forcing myself to shut up after one of those zingers flew through the air of the van.
Why didn't I challenge it and try to make him understand? Because it wouldn't. have. mattered. He wouldn't have understood at all what I was trying to say.
So I just let it sit there. That horribly wrong, unjust accusation, and attempted to consider the source -- a mind that doesn't incorporate, translate, and synthesize data in an organized fashion.
But oh how I wanted to say something.....
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I have a child with brain damage, not from FAS, but from a head injury. I also have a child who may or may not have been exposed to alcohol... we will never know the whole story. I had wanted to go to this seminar: http://www.bemidjipioneer.com/event/article/id/100017295/
but I missed it because of work. My friend went to it, and she told me something I now tell myself whenever my child's issues make me feel crazy. "You have to remember, she has brain damage." Total perspective shift.
I am so sorry that you are dealing with these adults! I read your blog hoping to glean little truths to help me as I raise my challenging children.
Thanks - Kerry
I hear you!
so true. i have the hardest time keeping my mouth shut when my daughter is spewing stupid things that I have a whole host of comebacks for. you are right. it does no good to say it. ugh
You son knows how he FEELS but feelings aren't facts. You might write down those things you mentioned, in chronological order, and save it for some time when he is able to have a more or less rational discussion. If he sees the facts in black and white he may acknowledge the truth.
Of course, he may accuse you of "picking on him," but it might make him realize that he is not the innocent victim that he thinks he is.
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