Monday, October 29, 2007

And It Felt Like I Was Talking to My Son

Mike called tonight. i am not going to explain the whole conversation. Because no matter how I try to explain it, it will probably make me sound like a scmuck.

But he really just doesn't get it. I couldn't explain anything to him in a way he could understand.

It's just so weird the way he calls out of the blue with his weird ideas and accusations. Makes me feel guilty, sad, frustrated. I want so much for him to understand, but I've been trying to explain things to him for 10 years.

But if he won't stay clean, won't work, won't obey the law, he can't live here. Period.

And he won't.

Heartbreaking.

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