I get up several times during the night. If I can keep my mind from thinking too much, I can go right back to sleep. But if I get stuck on something, I can't go back to sleep. I start to think about it and then it takes forever. That happened to me several times last night.
I thought about a child in placement that needs respite and where I was going to find it. I thought about a placement that is supposed to happen that probably won't. I was thinking about several of my kids and what to do about their behaviors. Each time I woke up I obsessed about a different thing.
And since were in in the heat all day and I drank tons of water, I got up many times.
And when I was sleeping, lots of dreams invaded my rest. Dreams of kids getting beat up and my trips getting postponed and on we went.
All
night
long.
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